Until we say our next hello , It's not goodbye.
Date : Thursday, December 03, 2009
Time:( Thursday, December 03, 2009 )
im going to leave for malaysia tmrw..
till wed then come back..
so bored..
now raining..)):
luckily nvr go wild wild wet!
haha
went to collect uni early in the morning at commonwealth with gerald..
den went to somerset shopping mall 331.
gerald waited for his mum to come..
den stayed with them for a while..
den come home..
bought pasta from 7 eleven..
wanted to try..
not bad..
now sisters all at cca..
& im home-alone..
Date : Sunday, November 22, 2009
Time:( Sunday, November 22, 2009 )
this books are second hand books that are still in good shape..
please let me know the books that u want..
[tag on the board or text me]TEXTBOOKS
-Discovering maths 3A & 3B X2
- Social Studies sec3 text book
-Discovering maths 4A &4B weiqin
-Science in Focus: O level Chemistry
- Eye for Geography elective Textbook X2
- Sec 5 O level Science in Focus Chemistry
- Discover Chemistry [NA] 3N/4N
-Science in Focus Physics ‘ N’ Level
-Maths insights [NA] sec5
- Discover physics [5N] X2
WORKBOOKS[ unused]
- Science in Focus Physics ‘N’ Level Practical workbook -Science in Focus Physics 'N; level Theory workbook
-Science in Focus Physics O level practical book
-Discover chemistry workbook O'level'
- Chinese 4B workbook weiqin
- Science in Focus physics O level theory workbook
-Chinese 4B workbook
-Eye for Geography workbook
ASSESSMENTS [ unused / only written or done abit only]
- Oral & comprehension X2
- O level english tys
-O level A maths tys
-N lvl english trial exam papers
-N lvl geography tys
-Chinese compo format book
- O level Elementary maths
- Longman effective guide to ‘’O’’ level English
STATIONARIES
- A4 plastic files X5
[orange, green, dark blue, light blue, purple]
-Ring files X3
[orange , black, purple ]
-A5 single line exercise books X10
Date : Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Time:( Tuesday, November 17, 2009 )
im feeling so bored right now..yest went with uncle, gerald & eileen to look for jobs..came home late)):went from 12 to 7 plus& manage to find only 3 jobsden dad is not happy..sigh..today gerald asked me to go see the job & i cant go..dennis called me to see the hotel waitress job too.i cant go out.i fear that if i go, they might not let me out on sat with sos..im feeling so depress..dont know what to do at home..everyday do housework & nthing else..sigh..i cannot understand my parents.after o lvl still cant look for jobs!stay at home only get criticised.i rather not live better..
Date : Monday, November 09, 2009
Time:( Monday, November 09, 2009 )
its been a month since i wrote here..
sigh..
tmrw is my 2nd last paper.. & im not very happy abt it..
its chinese!!
crap..
have been memorising like such crazy freak..
hopefully b4 pfor me..
sigh)): god bless pls..
dunch be cruel to me.. i did study & im trying best on this weak subject..
geography pp
suck really.
i did the wrong q insert)):
seems like the old days right?
last year worse.. do wrong section..
hopefully can get a b3 or a2..
pls help.
i did study & understand my work.
i work really hard..
but if results dont show my expectations.. i'll be very disappointed.
pls dunch be cruel examiners):
im very sad..
my geo!! thats my onli hope for humans.
ss is dead de.
nvr write finish..
somehow..
i even wonder if those hard work of sleepless night actually pays off..
prelim results
english d7
maths b4
artb3
chinesec6
humansc5
scif9
L1r4=25
o lvl expectations
english c5{at least}
maths a2 [ tried my best liaos]
chinese b4 [although im super weak, im trying]
humans a2 [ memorise like a crazy freak!]
sci b3 [ muggling hard]
art [c5] hopeless!
if u add up its L1r4 = 16
alot of improvments le if the examiners are nice..
Date : Monday, October 05, 2009
Time:( Monday, October 05, 2009 )
can anybody give me more motivation):
im depress..
my maths is failed n geo is just pass after hard days of studying..
why is it like this??
its like pointless to study):
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
what am i going to do?
Date :
Time:( Monday, October 05, 2009 )
all i can say is crap crap crap//sigh):my maths grades are slipping when i concentrate on sci.satwent geography den for tution..waited damn long for tuition ok!dun wanna talk abt it.came home, had steamboat for dinner.suntoday was the worst dayi nearly lost my life.parents were bad mood, cos tutor released us late.den keep scolding.den their quarelling bcome our fault.worst to say, i cried in public bcos was made to apologise super loudlyits not my fault!its partly the tutor fault to hold back for half an hour.so i breathe n swallowed chicken.lil did i knw, i choked & it was awful.my parents were mad & they didnt even care.my dad just say, give her $$ n ask her take cab home in a sarcastic way.nobody even patted my back to let the chicken to be thrown outmy mum den said, go to the toilet la, u embarrasing us.i mean, what can u get when u choke ?u surely have to cough right?my face was super red, n tears were flowing down.i threw out at the toilet..when i came back to my seat,my sis told me silently that the man seating next to us were being nice n embarrased my parents.he was like, urr daugther is choked?n my mum just smiled embarassingly.oh god, what parents i had,i nearly lost my life.couldnt breathe n it was stuck at my windpipenobody care!so my life is just a piece of shit..den went to church to se grandma pathisedpics will be shown next time..from this experience, my dad critised me saying tat i o lvl already still so stupidsure fail o lvl.my parents are worst than stranger.i really wanted to get out of thie shit house
Date : Friday, October 02, 2009
Time:( Friday, October 02, 2009 )
i hvent been posting.,rah!!!!!o lvl cuming soon n im feeling so stress.im sure everybody feel the same way too.everyone jy ok?im muggling hard with work everyday..very tired..not enough zzz..tmrw still got geo & its a sat!!!wth?so many tests!
Date : Saturday, September 19, 2009
Time:( Saturday, September 19, 2009 )
im back to posting..im irritated, retard & stupid loser. who cant even perform. useless brendy!!!i feel better now by saying this.i have been muggling hard..so hard ..but the results is like still crap..(burst into tears right now)why do ppl who work hard with help from teachers still perform badly why why why?i did understandi did memorise.its just careless.im very sadeveryday, i pray that god bless me.but things dun turn what it was suppsoe to be.when i dun study = failis accepteable.but if study & dun do well.its unacceptedwanted to go temple today to do volunteering work.
but i decided to study
cos im upsad.
life is so unfair!!!!
Date : Friday, September 11, 2009
Time:( Friday, September 11, 2009 )
i hvent been posting..this 1 week pass as if its just an hour a day..im so busy with consultaions..i wish i could stop time & rest a while):WEDwent for physics..den ate pizza hut with christine, mingyu & yeowshen at cpden tuition..THURwent for geography..we [ me, gerald, fredick & rosy]played in class..there were only 4 of us lolplayed after lesson..FRIwent to meet seiwting n indrani today at siewting's place..thks for the present((:im touched..i decided to burst this out..after art experiecnce..its so obvious that most of the teachers are so biased towards the normal streamarent we normal students human too?arent we sitting for o lvl too?everything only care for express.babysit them..den we have to figure out on our own..the good thing is na ppl can depend on themselves in poly lifes..i hate this school.i wish i wasnt in this sch at all
Date : Monday, August 31, 2009
Time:( Monday, August 31, 2009 )
finally have a rest day..art is over!!!celebrate!dad told me to rest today.. = no studying..bcos of art, i lose weight..believe it?see my face n my body den u will realised..last fri.. it was really fasting ok.i dint eat breakfast, ran to sch..do till530mum came to see tcher..till dinner, den i ate n drank something..so was yesterday.no recess n late lunch which was ard5saw vincent at mac..n chatted with gerald..dad fetch me n went to his office to print art..today = boring day..im resting..finally touch the net..hvent touch for weeks.i have cca cert again(:must go laminate it..
Date : Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Time:( Tuesday, August 25, 2009 )
Im back to posting..
L1R4 is 25..
so crap!
im depress.. even mys sister knw what i will say everyday when im back frm sch
its not bcos of not working hard.. its art!!
im sad..
& some ppl in class keep asking ard wads urr overall ~
im already sad..
& tat person who seats next to me gets so much attention with marks comparison.
everytime i hear, i control my emotions.
times are hard..
im sooooo upsad.
i cant FEEL any better.
i need more supports from parents n friends in thie hard time.
but none seems to be the case,,
JIE, now i finally understand what u meant..
though i used to get what u meant before,
i dint expect it to be soooo shocking.
everyday going to sch holding back my tears.
everyday going to school to put up a fake smile.
its so hard for me..
i tried to look forward, but it isnt working
this is onli a prelim..
& yet im crying..
i dint put in my 100 percent effort at all.
heart was into o lvl art..
i was just wishing parents will understand..
unfortunaetly is NO.
Sometimes hard work dont pay at all!
believe me..
i dun knw why taking the prelim results is just like taking the o's..
i cry because i care..
i cant believe this is happening..
im crying bcos of prelim results..
i hope teacher will encourage me further to make me better..
